Sunday, October 16, 2011

Titik Ajaib... The Past

Daripada kaca mata pengembara

Kita adalah berkelana

Daripada kaca mata penguasa

Kita adalah hambaNya yang lemah

Luas jalan terbentang

Menuju kesaksian kebenaran

Dakilah gunung yang tinggi

Untuk mencapai cita-citamu

Gapailah bintang yang kerlip

Untuk menerangi hatimu yang kecil ini

Biarpun rebut melanda

Duniakan cerah pabila ia reda

Oo..Percaya pada dirimu sendiri

Kelak kau kan berjaya menggapai impian











s


Sri Indra (97-2000)


Niners (2001-2003)


Maresmawian (04-05)


Penang (06-10)








Staffs (present)








.... hmm.. 


don't forget coffee,


don't forget..


FORWARD! FORWARD!




and never look back.








(coffee at 0:31, blue)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Monday, October 3, 2011

MONEY, MONEY, MONEY...

It took me 3 hours surf the net to read about uptrends, MLM and all that stuff.

Here's a good link about that, good info's for general knowledge on biz

http://www.shamsuriyadi.com/2010/02/13/infinity-downline-konsep-money-game/comment-page-2/

penat woo bace, apsal aku tetibe nk baca pasal bende ni aku pun tak tau...

Baik siap kan assignment:(



From the forum and discussion, I realized the hard truth.

It's very very very hard to get income. Especially to make sure it is from a halal source..

Everyone wants to get rich right?

Get a job or business..

get a car..

a house..

marry to a beautiful woman and have cute, smart kids to live with..

Its everyone's goal..




To get rich you either have to start a business..

or get a cert from the uni and be a specialist in your area..





I choose to teach..

looks like I don't really care to get rich.

.. wrong..

of course I want to be rich. everybody does. but I believe its rezeki.

duit yang berkat. it will take you far...



' it's a sin to be filthy rich, But it's a low down shame to be poor'




'but to be poor in religion is worst'








balance danial san, and everything will be alright- Mr Miyagi



from Tuk Kura's quote in 'Perlumbaan Kedua';



           'Kalau kita mencari duit, kita kena menjaga duit itu,


tapi jikalau kita mencari ilmu, ilmu itu akan menjaga kita..'







I'll earn my living by getting a cert from my uni, and insyaallah if god wills, want to specialize in my

 field.

In long term to teach others :)

keeping my faith, obey my parents, and  at the same time... .

...have fun and fall in love






* Only a lucky chap could get this list. I don't think I'm lucky. 

Wang hantaran will be wayyyyy higher than than. Also goes the same with other things. Im going to 

expect that.

My cousin's hantaran was RM12000 for his wedding. That's the lowest it can go nowadays.

...hmmm.. where can I get the money :/



oohh.. sleeepy head.. damnit , tido awal la lain kali syakiro, its effing 2am already mate..


:- coffee out

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Ala....

diarang dh pegi..
terlepas car boot sale

pastu boleh siap bohong, kate tk blh pg sbb sakit perut..

:(

Damn it, bangun awal la lain kali syakiro..















sejuk gile kt sini kai, .. rase nk baring atas katil dgn selimut all day...

Friday, September 30, 2011

Boboboi and Pooh

I was afraid, happy, confuse..







All that happens when I had this dream. It was last night.

It's true, I didn't make this up. I repeat I DIDN'T MAKE THIS UP.
This is serious.  It was from my dream. On the night of 29 September 2011.
I went to sleep at 3am.

I want to write about it before I forget about this dream.

It's kinda funny when I thought about it,


The dream..


I was in a hospital.

. I mean really2 weird. The doctor helping me brea...


Nono, I don't want to tell that part, it was embarrassing, and also weirdI'll just keep it to myself.

My brother, Zhafir was there too.

There was this two toddlers on my bed. They were the cutest baby I've ever seen. Both are boys. The older one looks handsome. I believe when he grows up, he will be a chick-magnet. I don't know his name .

But when i call him boboboi he laughs. So I name him Boboboi:)

His brother was small, remind me of Zhafir when he was a baby. I also don't his name. But from his shirt, there is a Winnie the Pooh logo on his arm.

I call him Pooh.
He was a quiet baby.

Boboboi and Pooh, they were cute and handsome. They have white soft skin. Slanted eyes, like a chinese but they were beautiful..

I remember Boboboi had spiky like hair, looks handsome. He was slightly bigger than pooh and he looks like a leader.
He always make sure Pooh is on his sight.
He had the finest characteristics as a brother.

It's weird. Because at that time I had a feeling as a..

Father?


Then my relatives come and visit me. They make a small kenduri.



wow..

wow..

I can't control this dream. It plays automatically.

Is this dream, just the devil playing my dreams?



Or is it a premonition. If it is the future,

where is she..?

when did I marry..?

Why am I in hospital bed?


I swear when I was with Boboboi and Pooh, I feel like a father. And those two are very comfortable with me.
They stop crying when I'm with them.
The most important feeling is.. at that moment.

I felt peace.





Then I woke up. Hearing the voice of our housekeeper Marie, outside my room nagging my housemates about cleaning the house.



This dream makes me want to work hard. I want the peaceful feeling as I had in the dream.
I must have it..
I want the peace.


but..



I couldn't find her in the dream,
where is she?



Maybe If Marie didn't come to my house I would have finish the dream and find out.
Damn Marie.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Alamak




Ternampak dua tiga buku di sini

Warnanya berbeza isinya sama
Tajuknya lain cintanya sama
Oh kenapa tak kita bersama



Human kind and human being,
no human race,


be Just, 


Judge not...

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

More Than A Woman


One of the methods to break the ice;

Girl just done her shopping and having trouble carrying her goods. A stranger comes and volunteered to help.

Girl : Thank you
stranger : your welcome
girl : you seem familiar, do I know you?
stranger : yes
girl : ? Who are u?

stranger : I'm your future

:)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

low on battery, ..

quarrel with ibu. feel bad cant sleep. only cuure is to say sory, but ima coward. need somebody 2 cnfess. but wth, no one reads this anyway... no one that i can trust

Monday, September 12, 2011

haha,, puas ati aku

a piece of my art,...
;>
they will never know y i did it...
siapa dpt teka  who s in that pic n y did i do this memang hebat ahh..

BuAt ApE TU?




Jeng3,.....

to be continued, im to tired to type, don't worry i'll tell you guys the whole thing :)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

THE MAN WHO WONT FORGET, AND WON'T GIVE UP 2

After the raccoon incident i was going to sleep but something just come up to my mind. I can' forget this something.

I went back upstairs, online and open my blog. Before you readers try to guess what  I'm up to. I'll tell it first.
It's about girl problem.
No big deal right? Or is it a big deal?

I read her blog, one of her articles she prompted me to read. I read It a couple of times but I still don't get it. Maybe because I deny the truth.
Like Jack Nicholson said 'You can't handle the truth'.

But when I realize, what I realize that. I don't have what it takes to get something that's really worth it. I believe it is something worth to fight for. But for now, I have nothing to trade.

So, I make a decision to fight another day. I can't delete her from my life. Because she taught me the meaning of TO EARN SOMETHING WORTH FIGHTING FOR..


So I guess this music video I'm posting here its not what I fully feel, I'm not in the position to love someone with all my heart right now.



In a book, 'Rich dad poor dad'. Robert Kiyosaki said, a winner must have experienced losing before he becomes a winner, a lover must have experienced heartbreak before he finds the one that stays.

Its a new experience for me. And every mistakes I've make has changed me to be a better person.
From my past, I learned...

...the meaning of being grateful to the 'luxuries and opportunities' that you have...
...the real life outside...
...the meaning to earn something worth fighting for...

To think about this makes me shiver, I feel energetic, I feel powerful...

I believe its not to late, It's never to late. As long as I love someone, he or she will always be in my heart, my memories. It's fitrah.

From now on, whenever I feel down..
Purple, WhitehorseTurquoise will be my battle cry

I shall not put my hopes high as I am only just a friend.
Jodoh, Ajal and rezeki ditentukan Allah. Hanya Dia tahu apa yang baik dan apa yang buruk untuk hambaNya.

One day I shall meet these guys again,..

as the fully complete successful product of the Coffee Bean Project. 

THE MAN WHO WONT FORGET, AND WON'T GIVE UP


It was sharp at 12o'clock. While I was playing CoH, I heard something loud, like something big walking on the roof of my house. Only one thing come up from my mind, my house kene rompak, RITE NOW.

I went downstairs swiftly to the kitchen to get a knife. This person or something that enter my house really have guts, housebreaking at 12? How early...

woke up abah, as predicted, he was suprised. We went upstairs and wait. We still hear noises and both of us are anxious. After a while abah saw something outside.

Now we know who's the culprit.


Not far from our window it walks towards us and stare at us. Maybe it want to say something, I think maybe he said to us not to worry. Aiyoo sang raccoon, buat orang takut jer:P






Thursday, August 11, 2011

30 DAYS TO GO

Finally, today i apply for my visa. Spirits were high but something happen during the application. The officer that was consulting me said something, like mumbling fast, its about updating my account. I had to inquire three times but i still don't understand. I had updated my bankbook so whats the problem now. He told me whether i want to proceed. I said yes and ... now I'm worried. Rm 1301 is a large amount of money:[

Went back home and told ibu about what happen, kene marah, sebab tak tanye khusus2. Well... focus man focus.

At home, surfing the net. Found an article about a Malaysian being beaten and robbed. Im burning right now. I can't hear these kind of stories, if i could do something to stop the incident. To Ashraf Haziq,, pasti ada hikmahnya. Doa orang teraniaya diterima, lagi2 waktu bulan puasa. Kalau aku, aku nak mintak dapat first class pastu dapat scholar sambung masters..

after that, i watch this video
somehow after this i feel better. i think this video is funny. watch out for gandalf at 0.18 :)

and then, i went into this

wah, looks like kfc punye saham turun la. but still, kalau skrang ni tk puasa, skrang jugak pg kfc nak makan. cannot stand towards the temptation, kfc sedap sangat, walaupun dah tengok video ni.


Anyways, im not in the mood right now, risau pasal visa.but still , u have to carry on..like what bradon boyd sings in 'nowhere fast'.

khai, if u want 2 jog this evening. petang ni jugak aku pegi

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

i am so looonelley.... 13/4/2011 wed

what ive learn from a best commander ive ever had. 
1)dont buy if u dont hv the money
2)never, ever bargain if u know u cant buy, bcoz u got not enough money.. and wits., if u do, u n the seller will both feel regret

..i dont know bout the seller, but i do feel regret. wish that i could restart, can i do that madam commander?

anyways, hear this song, it relieves the tension:)

Van Morrison-Brown Eyed Gir



my brown eyed girl