THE MAN WHO WONT FORGET, AND WON'T GIVE UP 2

After the raccoon incident i was going to sleep but something just come up to my mind. I can' forget this something.

I went back upstairs, online and open my blog. Before you readers try to guess what  I'm up to. I'll tell it first.
It's about girl problem.
No big deal right? Or is it a big deal?

I read her blog, one of her articles she prompted me to read. I read It a couple of times but I still don't get it. Maybe because I deny the truth.
Like Jack Nicholson said 'You can't handle the truth'.

But when I realize, what I realize that. I don't have what it takes to get something that's really worth it. I believe it is something worth to fight for. But for now, I have nothing to trade.

So, I make a decision to fight another day. I can't delete her from my life. Because she taught me the meaning of TO EARN SOMETHING WORTH FIGHTING FOR..


So I guess this music video I'm posting here its not what I fully feel, I'm not in the position to love someone with all my heart right now.

In a book, 'Rich dad poor dad'. Robert Kiyosaki said, a winner must have experienced losing before he becomes a winner, a lover must have experienced heartbreak before he finds the one that stays.

Its a new experience for me. And every mistakes I've make has changed me to be a better person.
From my past, I learned...

...the meaning of being grateful to the 'luxuries and opportunities' that you have...
...the real life outside...
...the meaning to earn something worth fighting for...

To think about this makes me shiver, I feel energetic, I feel powerful...

I believe its not to late, It's never to late. As long as I love someone, he or she will always be in my heart, my memories. It's fitrah.

From now on, whenever I feel down..
Purple, Whitehorse, Turquoise will be my battle cry

I shall not put my hopes high as I am only just a friend.
Jodoh, Ajal and rezeki ditentukan Allah. Hanya Dia tahu apa yang baik dan apa yang buruk untuk hambaNya.

One day I shall meet these guys again,..

as the fully complete successful product of the Coffee Bean Project. 

THE MAN WHO WONT FORGET, AND WON'T GIVE UP

It was sharp at 12o'clock. While I was playing CoH, I heard something loud, like something big walking on the roof of my house. Only one thing come up from my mind, my house kene rompak, RITE NOW.

I went downstairs swiftly to the kitchen to get a knife. This person or something that enter my house really have guts, housebreaking at 12? How early...

woke up abah, as predicted, he was suprised. We went upstairs and wait. We still hear noises and both of us are anxious. After a while abah saw something outside.

Now we know who's the culprit.

Not far from our window it walks towards us and stare at us. Maybe it want to say something, I think maybe he said to us not to worry. Aiyoo sang raccoon, buat orang takut jer:P

30 DAYS TO GO

Finally, today i apply for my visa. Spirits were high but something happen during the application. The officer that was consulting me said something, like mumbling fast, its about updating my account. I had to inquire three times but i still don't understand. I had updated my bankbook so whats the problem now. He told me whether i want to proceed. I said yes and ... now I'm worried. Rm 1301 is a large amount of money:[

Went back home and told ibu about what happen, kene marah, sebab tak tanye khusus2. Well... focus man focus.

At home, surfing the net. Found an article about a Malaysian being beaten and robbed. Im burning right now. I can't hear these kind of stories, if i could do something to stop the incident. To Ashraf Haziq,, pasti ada hikmahnya. Doa orang teraniaya diterima, lagi2 waktu bulan puasa. Kalau aku, aku nak mintak dapat first class pastu dapat scholar sambung masters..

after that, i watch this video

somehow after this i feel better. i think this video is funny. watch out for gandalf at 0.18 :)

and then, i went into this

wah, looks like kfc punye saham turun la. but still, kalau skrang ni tk puasa, skrang jugak pg kfc nak makan. cannot stand towards the temptation, kfc sedap sangat, walaupun dah tengok video ni.


Anyways, im not in the mood right now, risau pasal visa.but still , u have to carry on..like what bradon boyd sings in 'nowhere fast'.

khai, if u want 2 jog this evening. petang ni jugak aku pegi