I was afraid, happy, confuse..
All that happens when I had this dream. It was last night.
It's true, I didn't make this up. I repeat I DIDN'T MAKE THIS UP.
This is serious. It was from my dream. On the night of 29 September 2011.
I went to sleep at 3am.
I want to write about it before I forget about this dream.
It's kinda funny when I thought about it,
The dream..
I was in a hospital.
. I mean really2 weird. The doctor helping me brea...
Nono, I don't want to tell that part, it was embarrassing, and also weirdI'll just keep it to myself.
My brother, Zhafir was there too.
There was this two toddlers on my bed. They were the cutest baby I've ever seen. Both are boys. The older one looks handsome. I believe when he grows up, he will be a chick-magnet. I don't know his name .
But when i call him boboboi he laughs. So I name him Boboboi:)
His brother was small, remind me of Zhafir when he was a baby. I also don't his name. But from his shirt, there is a Winnie the Pooh logo on his arm.
I call him Pooh.
He was a quiet baby.
Boboboi and Pooh, they were cute and handsome. They have white soft skin. Slanted eyes, like a chinese but they were beautiful..
I remember Boboboi had spiky like hair, looks handsome. He was slightly bigger than pooh and he looks like a leader.
He always make sure Pooh is on his sight.
He had the finest characteristics as a brother.
It's weird. Because at that time I had a feeling as a..
Father?
Then my relatives come and visit me. They make a small kenduri.
wow..
wow..
I can't control this dream. It plays automatically.
Is this dream, just the devil playing my dreams?
Or is it a premonition. If it is the future,
where is she..?
when did I marry..?
Why am I in hospital bed?
I swear when I was with Boboboi and Pooh, I feel like a father. And those two are very comfortable with me.
They stop crying when I'm with them.
The most important feeling is.. at that moment.
I felt peace.
Then I woke up. Hearing the voice of our housekeeper Marie, outside my room nagging my housemates about cleaning the house.
This dream makes me want to work hard. I want the peaceful feeling as I had in the dream.
I must have it..
I want the peace.
but..
I couldn't find her in the dream,
where is she?
Maybe If Marie didn't come to my house I would have finish the dream and find out.
Damn Marie.
accident, she was badly hurt and it was either her or the baby, and she chose what she chose... T,T
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