Apsara

8/11/2012

A day of loss,
Early in the morning. Kak Rumi told me Apsara's gone. Maggie killed her.



The day before, Bagheera took a dump in my closet. I went Apeshit on those cats. But its not long before I get to my senses and forgive them. I need them. Apsara, Akila, Zambezi and Bagheera. They calm me down.

She went wandering in our neighbours backyard. I won't blamed Maggie. She is just curious. Before I'm off to work I wanted to say hi to Maggie as usual, but she hides away from me. Maybe she felt guilty about what had happen. Auntie Julie buried Apsara, rest in peace Apsara.
So now only Akila, Bagheera and Zambezi left. They must be sad.

The incident reminds me of the reality of life, when you're young there will be a lot of trials and temptations to test you. Among all of the friends and love ones that we know. Not everyone will survive. Some become corrupt, some die. In life, one must be strong and try the best not to go into the killing zone. And if one entered that zone, try the very best to survive and live to tell about it.

Everything we have in life, is only borrowed  from Allah.
I won't shed a tear over Apsara. Shes gone and thats it.

You like to bite my fingers. Now I'll miss those moments.