Why the sudden

For a while I thought I'm going to give up blogging. There are so many ideas, stories to share. So much I don't know where to start. It's my generation where young people don't use diaries anymore to write their expression. In my generation we type, and the laptop has replaced the old book and pen for so much more use.

Blogging is where I think I can improve my english, learn, give ideas. And there is this other classified intention, hidden remotely in the corner of my brain.
A hope, in a clenched fist while boarding a plane to an alien country imitating the poem from Si Tanggang's journey home poem. To discover that living life is more than just saying and writing promises.
what the flick,

Starting next month I'll stop going to the stadium. I need to use the money for something else. So, goodbye Farah, M, Ck. Not forget Kai, Kimi, Joe, Chia and all the other guys. Espeacially Bk whom I learn a lot about the real meaning of muay. You guys are family and I hope someday everything that I have learned I will share to the community. I'm going to open my own, 'Coffee Gym'. Where people come to train the five elements of S.P.I.E.S.

I stop going to the gym for a reason. I planned take mandarin classes. If not because of the limitations of my time and my financial I would have took up both. It took me three nights to think about this decision. My passion had to be sacrificed and I believed it is a good thing. As my beloved friend of my once said, 'benda yang kita suka tu tak semestinya baik untuk kita', and vice versa..

Found a class in Puchong, I would prefer a class in Shah Alam. Would be better if I got company. It's not a luxury I currently have, .. wishful thinking.

And I think the guitar has to go. I haven't played it anymore. So many projects, so many options so little timee...

then, what happened to the plan of playing 'Rocket' for her.

have to think about it though. What I really want actually,..