I went back upstairs, online and open my blog. Before you readers try to guess what I'm up to. I'll tell it first.
It's about girl problem.
No big deal right? Or is it a big deal?
I read her blog, one of her articles she prompted me to read. I read It a couple of times but I still don't get it. Maybe because I deny the truth.
Like Jack Nicholson said 'You can't handle the truth'.
But when I realize, what I realize that. I don't have what it takes to get something that's really worth it. I believe it is something worth to fight for. But for now, I have nothing to trade.
So, I make a decision to fight another day. I can't delete her from my life. Because she taught me the meaning of TO EARN SOMETHING WORTH FIGHTING FOR..
So I guess this music video I'm posting here its not what I fully feel, I'm not in the position to love someone with all my heart right now.
In a book, 'Rich dad poor dad'. Robert Kiyosaki said, a winner must have experienced losing before he becomes a winner, a lover must have experienced heartbreak before he finds the one that stays.
Its a new experience for me. And every mistakes I've make has changed me to be a better person.
From my past, I learned...
...the meaning of being grateful to the 'luxuries and opportunities' that you have...
...the real life outside...
...the meaning to earn something worth fighting for...
To think about this makes me shiver, I feel energetic, I feel powerful...
I believe its not to late, It's never to late. As long as I love someone, he or she will always be in my heart, my memories. It's fitrah.
From now on, whenever I feel down..
Purple, Whitehorse, Turquoise will be my battle cry
I shall not put my hopes high as I am only just a friend.
Jodoh, Ajal and rezeki ditentukan Allah. Hanya Dia tahu apa yang baik dan apa yang buruk untuk hambaNya.
One day I shall meet these guys again,..
as the fully complete successful product of the Coffee Bean Project.
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